three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
Yumesuke.Aged 16, she studies in AMKSS Class 2B'09. she's also part of AMKSSRCY. loves black, emo-ing
sleeping, singing, dancing. most impt, AUDI-ing.
5:45 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
FUCK ALL THAT HAPPENS. not lyk i keep wanting to say FUCK FUCK FUCK lyk that. but LIFE FUCKING SUCKS TO THE MAX. I HATE LIFE, I HATE LOVE, I HATE ALL THAT HAPPENS. so what if i'm angry wif myself?so what if i'm angry wif th world?so what if i hate everything?BIG FUCK if i hate myself.what's the use of giving me gifts like:extraordinay musical talent, mind reading, fortune telling?i can't live lyk this alr.it all boils down to the point that i'm stilla japanese girl that drop down from the sky.God made me special. FOR WHAT?its still useless, i'm still STUPID to a point beyond hope, and hey. i'm just a PLAIN ME.i dunnoe what to do.just be me?sorry i can't comply.someone tell me what to do.but hey, make it simple. i'm stupidREMEMBER???no?FUCK YOU!Yumesuke, JUST SHUT UP ALREADY. havent euu have enough?
3:11 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
today.
geog test. FUCKING pekcek. do do do do until hand pain. do finish alr then sian sian sit there... aft that history. go com lab and do script. sch end then all ppl zao as fast as they can. i just stay bk wif hwee tong grace to finish up th script in PARTS. then went for fancydrill etcetcetc... wahh SIBEI PEKCEK. then reach home still must edit edit edit th mistakes... then still need to go school... sian lehhs..... i'll play the bamboo flute all day if i could manns. i'd rather go shopping wif beibei.. he agree sponsor all th cost. and when he does that I'LL RIP HIM OFF BIG TIME. hahahahas..~~ nth much to post alr.
Yumesuke
3:10 AM
Monday, August 24, 2009
ANOTHER PEKCEK DAY. life is SO SIBEI SIAN that EUU PEKCEK EVERYDAY. fuck's the use of living? WTFFFFFFF.-skip saturday and sunday. too private alr.- but still PEKCEK. FUCK THAT BITCH WHO MADE MY WEEKEND. idiot -.-
today.
TH MOST PEKCEK DAY OF TH WEEK SO FAR.went to sch as usual. then FUCK THAT BITCH. damn busybody. i wear what i wear, i do what i do, i'll say FUCK YOU whenever i like to, its none of eurr bussiness. keep bad-mouthing me behind my back. i wear curve FBTs my problem right? FUCK LA TIS SCH EURR FATHER OWN ONE ARHHS? euu keep tellin ppl i'm BAD or what shit. EUU TRYIN TO START A PROPAGANDA ISIT? PROPAGANDA ON WHAT SHIT? FUCKING JUDGE EURRSELF BEFORE EUU JUDGE ME LA! NOT LYK EURR ATTITUDE ANY BETTER THAN MINE LYK THT, MIND EURR FUCKING SELF, I'M OLDER THEN EUU. HAVE SOME BASIC RESPECT FOR PPL CAN ANOT? REALLY MAKE PPL WANNA PUKE AT EURR REVOLTING SIGHT. -.- FUCK.lousy lousy lousy FUCKING PEKCEK day. lucky Grace can put up wif my nonsense.( sowiie Grace >_<") at least i got it off my chest. not so pekcek alr. will be more pekcek later when I FAIL MY LVL9 LICENSE FOR TH 15TH TIME. FUCK. what's wrong wif me??
Yumesuke, JUST SHUT UP! talk talk talk so much also no use. still end up so pekcek what? talk for what? LIFE SUCKS TO THE MAX, LIVE IT WHILE EUU STILL CAN.
7:44 AM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
if euu get to choose how euu would die, what method will euu choose?yet another simple question.i'd die in peace. i'd want to die with a peaceful heart, a rested soul.i need a space. i dun want to be trapped in tis world.too complicated, i'd say.politics, work, school,life, everything.secons, minutes, hours, days, months, years, decades, centuries, milleniums.i'd be free of everything.i'd let go without falling and getting hurt, i wouldn't cry.i'd rejoice all day, just be the happy mei used to be.carefree, dunnid worry about anything.just smile all day and be with th people that i love, so much.that would be so...great, like paradise.wow.
4:56 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
helloes people. i'm now officially
16, and officially
Mrs Hajime Yukkimaru. i so miss being
Ms Yuroshi Yumesuke manns. miss my past life. but love the current one also...
how would euu live th last day of eurr life?simple question isn't it?i don't know how i'll die.so mabye it's sickness?in that case, give away all my money and property.if it's accident, then i won't know.like euu said, an accident.mabye knocked down by car, get stabbed by some people, murdered, mabye.who knows?God does.
1:17 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
i wonder, really.
how long more could i hold on?
at th end of th day,
th sun goes down,
th roses wither,
and everyone sleeps.
but, i'm always wide awake,
thinking how long more i can hold on.
a day, a month, a year, a century?
can i hold on,
or is letting go better?
i've seen how people fall,
they held on for too long.
i've fallen before,
it really, really, hurts.
even heaven can't save me.
i fell, lost in th dark.
i cried, until someone came,
and showed me th light.
and that person,
was him.
2:06 AM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
helloes (:
today took same bus to sch wif : Hazwani and Theodore
reached sch then morning assembly! missed it okkays. aftr morning assembly, th usual lessons then
Literature we had lit unseen poem test. i anyhow do th 8mark qn then go sleep. saw Elroy daddy doing dunnoe what then laugh. it's damn funny i tell euu :)
-RECESS-
double chinese. teacher ask miie abt sch in Japan. i was lyk LMAO... then over liaos then geography. go thru workbook then so sian.
after that, history!
had a test, can see book one some more o.o" so then i go cheat answer hahas.
stay back for home econs test. i dunnoe doing what just anyhow write crap on th paper. finish alr then saw daddy make some face. cant help laughing. then me and sheryl i stare euu euu stare miie then laugh. lame lehhs.
~Yumesuke
1:07 AM
Monday, August 3, 2009
helloes peeps.
just now in sch maths lesson... so funny.
i got back my maths test paper. 4/20. Elroy daddy was lyk 'woah... nu er, i wun blame euu one..' then we laugh. eated sweets durin double maths. weizhen thot i his candy machine -- eat eat eat until no more. then Matthew ask miie for water. Junxiang told miie dun drink it anymore cos matthew spit back after he drink ><" but i still drink anws. Felicia keep askin miie abt my bfs then i was acting stupid so keep going 'huh? i dunnoe lehhs?' hahas then maths over..
english. go thru compre excersise or whatever tht was... dun really care larhhs. i also dunnoe why i wanna take back th english compo test manns. must be to see how well i've failed. LOL :)
go sch tht time caught daddy on th same 165 bus. hahas then he ask where i came frm... i nvr say anything lols. so then we go sch tgthr ^^ i reach sch faster go lie down alr damn tired cos of ytd parade *yawns*
thats today for miie
~Yumesuke
6:21 AM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
helloes peepos.
02 Aug 2009 - NDP Parade
reached sch wif Chunhui at umms... dunnoe wht time, then found Senior Edna. She help me polish boots and iron beret. say also abit paisehhs o.o" hahas.
changed and got rdy, then go to YCK by bus. reached thr, then rehersal 2 last times, then thr goes.
we as usual march in, but th berhenti tht part have mistake[band made mistake] i found it rathr weird, last part cannot hear? then see GOH march in... do rifle drills, damn pretty! esp th hormat one. timing for tht one is so nice wif th drill[one check one check one]so pretty ><" envy manns. parade over rather soon, then when we were outside th staduim, Madm Mendi apologise to us cos she made mistake. but it's not really her fault, we also made mistakes, dun take it too hard kkays Madm? smile ;) over liaos then sian sian wait outside th staduim nth to do then Sir once awhile ask us gather... then Seniors keep giving freebies- chocolate, biscuit, sweet, lollipop, etcetc. hahas so nice of euu all, thankyous. so much. so much. really sians tht time then euu all help us by feeding us eurr freebies :D Finale: just sian sian go inside th stadium sing song then go back out and wait again. then final debrief, go bk sch by bus... reach sch tht time, besurai, then go change, go home. at opps shop saw Junxiang, Elroy daddy and matthew. they discussing some pulau ubin cycling nxt monday dunnoe what shit. matthew say pulau ubin say until 'palao ubin' or what i dunnoe? i just laugh. then buy finish alr, went to bus stop tht time saw Jordan korkor then is lyk euu see me i see euu, then laugh. hahas. not funny at all. nt say nt funny, just very little humor, lyk a cold joke. met Wan Rou at bus stop, she told me abt Madm Vivian cuse us have H1N1 or whatnot... hahas so funny :) but later no expression alr then become lyk tht --> ._. LOL! hahas. came home, bathe, then ate Maggi mee. taste not so good, i added th soup base first =O okkays, its abit tasteless. so then i slack slack here, slack slack thr, use com, nth to do so sian then blog lurhhs :3 then go tag Elroy daddy's blog. saw Cheryl Lin's tag and laugh.
'din know u got blog n got gina sia' hahas.
tis is a long post..
byes~
Yumesuke